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GGAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i guess my littla sister can be as much of a bith as she wants and will get whatever she wants. Like she has been being a total bitchy little asshole and they said “we r gonna give u everything u want for your birthday, summer” and of course, no matter HOW good i am, i get nothing. Like, shes getting her computer fixed (even though she broke it being careleas) instead of mine (which i took care of and had for several months before the battery died n the plug wouldnt work) n i have to deal with my grandmas old slow computer. Like, what the fuck is wrong with them???????

well,

Hmmm… i have no idea how to get vampires, witches, werewolvess, and other therians/otherkin in, my pack… ive been checking out sites about vampires first. Wish me luck!!!!!!!

zulayawolf:

So, does anyone remember this thing? Yup, I haven’t given up on her yet.
(Once again, trade with Awaicu. Character is hers, do not steal.)



How on earth can you draw that good????? I thought my grandma Snyder could draw! Where did you learn?????

zulayawolf:

So, does anyone remember this thing? Yup, I haven’t given up on her yet.

(Once again, trade with Awaicu. Character is hers, do not steal.)

How on earth can you draw that good????? I thought my grandma Snyder could draw! Where did you learn?????
grrr…

So life isnt as good as i would hope for it to be. I have missed thie last three dayys of school and im not going tomorrow to save my life. This weekend is going to be a make up weekend where i finish all myy homework. But im going to be in Ohio. So thats not going to be as fun as i would have hoped… grrr. Stupid ovarian cyst… wish i could just freaking p-shift into either a wolf or a Snowy Owl and run or fly away. Make it alot easier on everyone else. One less mouth to feed, one less person to clothe, one less person to dragto the hospital every time something goes wrong. One less person to yell at for nothing. One less person to expect more than possible from. Because thats what i feel like to them. Just someone to push around. I can hardly tell any of my human friends anything because they dont understand as much how i feel or how i think. Grrr. Then the other alpha female of my pack expects me to find vampires and werewolves and witches. And other therians. Like this is alot to put on someone… but i guess i signed up for it when i became Alpha… but now i need to get some breakfast so i can get something into my stomach before the stomach pains start again…

~Velvel Bleddyn Silverfang~

what does it mean?

Yesterday during Algebra, at about 1:38-1:39 i must have dozed off for a second and i saw this wooden gate enclosing something in a small circle. Then the gate fell like a bunch of dominoes. And i saw this ruby. It’s shape reminded me of a bell. Abd it had a shape ontop of the bell shape that looked like a cut diamnond but still a part of the ruby. It was connected to th te top so it was all one gem. Then it felll overand tthe bottom was exposed. Then i opened my eyes with a start. What does it mean?????

zulayawolf:

Have a loftwing tail.
(It’s not sewn at the top but for the most part it’s finished. Meanwhile, I have no clue how I’m going to attatch this to the body…I guess I’ll figure that out once I get there.)

 well to attach it to the body, you could put it on a belt. And haave the belt undee the body and just have a hole in the bodysuit for it to pop through. Thatts what im going to do.

zulayawolf:

Have a loftwing tail.

(It’s not sewn at the top but for the most part it’s finished. Meanwhile, I have no clue how I’m going to attatch this to the body…I guess I’ll figure that out once I get there.)

well to attach it to the body, you could put it on a belt. And haave the belt undee the body and just have a hole in the bodysuit for it to pop through. Thatts what im going to do.
Furry suit?????

So i guess im going to start to make myself a furry suit!!! Im so excited! I dont think it will be done before the anthrocon this year, being that i am only just getting my eighty (probably ninety) dollars tomorrow. But its going to be a light gray wolf with patches of darker gray. I am going to order a head, though. I have no idea what i would do to even start a head lol plus its from profedionals and only like one twenty whick is awesome :) im planning on getting my friend to make one, too. The beta of my pack. So she can come with me next year. I guess its pretty cool that i live like fourty five minutes away from where its held lol :) but idk where i would start! Like do i do the body first then the limbs? How do i do the paws???? Gosh i have a LOT of work to do. Lol.

woohooo!

Stepdads bringin home a bunch of chips and dip! And pop! Time to par-taaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The therian way! Lol barking, howling, hooting, and screeching aaalll niiight looooooong!!!!

woohooo!

Stepdads bringin home a bunch of chips and dip! And pop! Time to par-taaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The therian way! Lol barking, howling, hooting, and screeching aaalll niiight looooooong!!!!

yay!

My beta is sleeping over tonight! Good thing, too. We have some serious shizz to talk about right now. Im starting to dread 2013.